Faking It.

The veil lifts
The smoke fades
The lies beneath
Are all so plain
I can't believe
You're not the same..

So much pain..
So much pain..

My head shakes
the earth quakes
My world is fake..
..my world is fake..

Spinning into reality
This terrifying dizziness

Where am I?
Where am I?

Cannot focus anymore
Clutching at the shadow

I think I'm drowning..
I think I'm drowning..

My world is FAKE!!

Go on take it all
there's nothing left..
Ha Ha Ha!!
I fooled you with an empty shell

You didn't even know it..
You didn't even know it..

Did you lose yourself?
Did you give it your all?
Are you satisfied?
When all your world is fake?
..when all your world is fake..

Spinning into reality
this terrifying dizziness..

Where am I?
Where am I?

Everything surrounding you
Choking at your sanity
Cannot focus anymore
You're still clutching at shadows

And I'm still drowning..
And I'm still drowning..

You're still clutching at shadows

And I'm still drowning..

Song 1

Here We Go Again


Contemplating my worst fears
and what lies before me
Where do I go from here?
A future lies ahead
Crossroads shifting
Which path to take?
I close my eyes
Look inside
Find myself
And nothing but.
Have you ever felt so alone,
Yet so calm?
Still the turmoil exists..
For I know this peace
is short lived.
Here we go again...


You fill my mind
Cloud my vision
Take me away
Steal my soul
And I am lost

Never wanted this..
Cannot help but help myself
Was there ever any other way?


Not knowing where to turn,
things are moving so fast.
Cannot keep pace
with everything surrounding me
Day goes on
Night comes on..
Can anyone feel the difference,
Or is it just me?
I am dead inside
Trying to fight myself
I need to feel alive
The world blurs again
I'm falling again
This endlessness..
Cannot take it anymore..
Here we go again


You fill my mind
Cloud my vision
Take me away
Steal my soul.
And I am lost.

You fill my mind
Cloud my vision
Take me away
Steal my soul

Never wanted this..
Cannot help but help myself
Was there ever any other way?

Never wanted this..
Cannot help but help myself
Was there ever any other way?

You fill my mind (mind)
Cloud my vision (vision)
Take me away (take me away)
Steal my soul (stealing my soul)

And I am lost...
And I am lost...

Inner thoughts and descriptions--My personal poetry anthology.

For Everything That Cannot Be spoken...

Poetry is the language of the soul
It speaks the undead thoughts
Of your unconcious mind
For all eternity

It is beauty in it's rawest form
In the silence of this beauty
Your soul speaks out
It's life essence


Enjoy The Moment...

Enjoy the moment
The way sunlight hits skin
And flesh is suddenly more precious than gold.

The way eyes become bright
And little secrets of the soul are uncovered.

The way fingers can touch
Sending earthquakes throughout your body.

The way a kiss demands passion
And a spark is ignited
Pure electricity being shot through your viens.

Everything coming natural,
Enjoy the moment.


A Quote From Myself:

" Life is full of erotic fantasies all living eachother out, day by day."


Intimate...

Oceans of euphoria
Riding waves down your soul.

Moon to tide
Sea to earth
Ebb and flows
The miracle of rebirth
The state of well being
All natural in form
A desire building
In this beautiful storm

Mercury melting into eachother
Sending ripples down your conciousness.

Engulfing energies
A blaze of light
White hot passion
The essence of life
A step of faith
The first breath taken
The change occurring
Shall not be forsaken

The rushing sensation of a waterfall
Washing over your spirit.

Freedom air
Throughout your blood
Taken to new heights
A freefalling flood
The forces of nature
By which you abide
Immersed in the beauty
That exists from inside.


PS peoples!!! This is my poetry created from my thoughts and feelings! Please don't plagerize!!!